Two Poems of the Internal Goddess--- Fire Eye

These are two poems that I have connected with the disciple-less Goddess that lives in our heads. Make sure she never makes you fall to your knees.

To face a discipleless Goddess
It is as smart as casting yourself
Into Hell?s fires.
She will beg you to be her servant
You will resist.
She will coax you with love and forbidden fruits
Make love to your mind, urge you in.
You will resist.
She will hold your heart into your hands.
You will not let it beat for her.
She will break your heart.
Rip it to shreds.
You will endure the pain.
She will thrash and sink her fists into your flesh.
You will take the blows.
She will cry that she need her love.
You will plug your ears.
You will endure this Hell.
When it is over, which rarely happens,
The Goddess will die. Her pleasures taken away.
You will prevail, as the sole survivor.
The sole survivor of a war inside one person.
There was no Goddess at all.
Just yourself.



A goddess lives in my head
She is disciple-less
No one loves her
She wants me
I hate her

She caresses my cerebral cortex
Neurons fire at light speed
Pleasure at first
Almost erotic

I still resist the Goddess's charm
I deny her existence
She prods deeper into my brain
Finding weaknesses I never knew I had

Rip, rip, rip away my mind
Tear, tear, tear me in half
She wants to be obeyed. Worshiped.
Begging for my obedience.

She dances for me in colors
Colors of red, black, orange and blue.
Goes deeper inside my head
Violating my sub-conscious

Still, I refuse to go near her
I cannot bow down
She is pathetic, weak, desciple-less
But she is viscious

The Goddess isn't one to play
She knows I won't go peacefully
She swirls madly in my head
Painfully tearing away my sanity

A viscous fluid pours out my ears
Blood down my nose
Tortured souls scream in my head
But I'm the only one in there

I still withstand the Goddess
She dies, finishing her damage
I still live, but what am I now?
A mere husk of what I used to be

I will slowly rebuild myself
A painful and slow process.
The Goddess will be back though.
After all, she is my creation.



Fire Eye

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