Enough

I just want to be enough for someone
I just want to be heard and listened to
I just want to be recognized
I just want to be enough

I just feel so empty inside
Because it’s like no one wants me
It feels as if I’ve gone numb because
I can’t even feel love anymore

I just wish there was someone
That would be with me for even one night
Just to feel something once more
I just want to be enough

I am pleading for my life tonight
I just need to feel for once that
There is one for me to have
I just want to be enough

I feel as though no one really cares
There is just no normal anymore
Everyone shuns me and makes me
Believe that I am not worthy

I only want to be real
I only want to have my voice heard
I don’t want to feel this way anymore
I just want to be enough

Please help me, I’m begging you
Make me feel once more
Make me be realized that I can be
Enough

I just want to be enough for one
Just one person that would really
Listen to me and feel for me
To save me tonight

Someone please take these pills away
Someone make me feel alive
Someone relieve me of my constant
Put downs of my self

I feel worthless because no one
Seems to want me
No one seems to truly want to know me
I mean the real me

I put on this façade so that I don’t have
To feel and so everyone knows the fake me
I just want to be here unafraid
I just want to be enough

Please God send me someone tonight
I beg to have a hand in mine just to feel love
Just to feel that everything will be okay
Because right now, I am not okay

I just want to be enough
I wish there was someone that would
Take me away from here from all this shame
To make me feel like I am enough

To tell me that the way I am is okay
To tell me that they love me just as I am
To not fault me for who I am
To make me feel loved once more

I have nothing left to give
I just want to die sometimes
Because all I feel is shame for who I am
For the abuse and the trauma and for not speaking up

For not being able to share
For not being able to talk about my past
For not feeling worthy
I am not enough

I have come to realize that everything
I have gone through it has only made me feel worse
Living with the past is hard enough
But to have to truly face it is killing me

I can’t go on living this way
Please just let my life go
Just let me never wake again
Unless I can be enough for one

Please make this pain go away
I can’t even cry because I don’t know how
I have been abused and misused
I just want to be enough

Please tell me I am enough
Please tell me that I am worthy
Please tell me that I can do this
Please tell me that I am alive

I just someone to believe in me
I just want be strong for someone
I just want to be there for you
I just want to be enough

I wish you were here to tell me
I wish it was your voice I could hear
I wish the words were spoken long ago
I just want to be enough