what's wrong with him?

MY FRIEND JUST DIED ON SATURDAY AND MY BOYFRIEND IS NOT THERE FOR ME. LAST THURSDAY I TOLD MY BOYFRIEND THAT I NEEDED SOME TIME TO MYSELF, TO THINK OVER WHAT I WAS GOING TO DO ABOOUT OUR RELATIONDHIP, HE SEEMED A LITTLE HURT BY IT BUT I TOLD HIM THAT THIS WAS NOT A BREAKUP AND IN TWO WEEKS I'LL TELL HIM WHAT I THINK WE SHOOULD DO. SATURDAY MY FRIEND DIED IN A CAR ACCIDENT, SO I CALLED MY BOYFRIEND ON SUNDAY BECAUSE I REALLY NEEDED SOMEONE TO TALK TO, AND COMFORT ME,I WENT TO THE LAYOUT TODAY AND CALLED HIM RIGHT AFTER BECAUSE AGAIN I NEEDED SOMEONE,WELL HE DIDN'T CALL ME BACK AND NOW I'M REALLY UPSET. WHY IS HE DOING THIS? YOU'D THINK THAT I WOOULDN'T EVEN HAVE TO PAGE HIM HE WOOULD HAVE ALREADY CALLED ME TODAY TO SEE HOW I WAS DOING. WE'VE BEEN TOGETHER FOR A YEAR AND A HALF WHAT IS GOING ON? IF ANYONE CAN HELP ME PLEASE DO. AM I EXPECTING TOO MUCH? THANK SO MUCH *dAmEoNaNgEl*