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Tonight I Wanted To Die--true poem

  Author:  17156  Category:(Poetry) Created:(2/12/2001 11:16:00 PM)
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Tonight I almost died
did you see the tears in my eyes
did god even hear me
did he hear my cries


Tonight I held a knife
and thought about ending my life
I wanted to fade away
I wanted just wanted to bleed today


I went in the bathroom
holding my knife
my eyes filled with tears
thinking about my painful years


I began to write
a long note to my son
telling him I loved him
and he did nothing wrong


Thats when my husband
entered the room
he saw my tears
and felt my gloom


He told me to look at my son
but I can't, look what I've done
I have sat here about to take my life
but this child I have makes me think twice


After this I changed my mind
Why did I really want to die
because I have no love to hold me close
and all of this came from and argument that arose



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Date: 2/12/2001 11:27:00 PM  From Authorid: 19332    OMG sweet,I hope evrything is ok.I am so happy you chose to live.love ya,Demon Slayer  
Date: 2/12/2001 11:28:00 PM  From Authorid: 14175    Sweet Vixen I'm soo sorry. It hurts me to think you feel so badly that you'd want to do this to yourself. You must feel awful. Relationships can be soo sweet and they can also be so painful, but please don't think of suicide as an option. Your son needs to know his mom. There's still so much you need to give him and I am sure there is so much good you have inside to give. I hope your relationship will be able to survive whatever problems your going through but more importantly I hope that you will be able to endure the pain that your feeling now and be able to heal for yourself and the sake of your son. Take care Sweet Vixen...matt...  
Date: 2/12/2001 11:37:00 PM  From Authorid: 16671    darlin , I'm here for ya, God is here for ya, and somehow real soon all this is going to change. There can be a bright new day, and it will come, stand strong and tall, never give up, there is love waiting for you out there all you have to do is go to it. Tomorrow is always a better day. I'm here. love mom  
Date: 2/13/2001 1:26:00 AM  From Authorid: 15159    .......
  
Date: 2/13/2001 4:16:00 AM  From Authorid: 26203    dear sweet vixen first of all i am glad that you have chosen not to take your own life you must remember the heartache that you will leave behind i can honestly say i know how you feel i have been where you are and please believe me time heals all. I thank god everyday since i nearly had taken my own life 5 years ago that i am still alive things have changed and i am sure as the sun will rise tomorrow that things will only get better if you need to talk about it because message me i will also be there for you

love koala
  
Date: 2/13/2001 5:12:00 AM  From Authorid: 16076    That is sad..you know, I have felt that way at times too...but then I remember that if I ended it...that would make too many people happy...so I live to make them miserable! Smile..life gets better...Princess Ginger  
Date: 2/13/2001 7:49:00 AM  From Authorid: 20296    I am glad that you have that child to make you think twice i am so sorry that grief was so great that something like death was contemplated i am glad you are still here.  
Date: 2/13/2001 8:09:00 AM  From Authorid: 21889    life only comes once...i glad to see that your choosing to stay with us...if you ever need to talk i'm sure that anyone here will talk. princess2  
Date: 2/13/2001 8:23:00 AM  From Authorid: 25522    sweet hold your heart in your hand and tell me that you have not got what it takes to break free.
Date: 2/13/2001 8:44:00 AM  From Authorid: 27403    What a terrible, terrible night! I am so happy you are better. You know, sometimes I feel like other people (children and loved ones) are put in our life just so that when the going is so hard, we can carry on for them, if not for ourselves at that moment. Sometimes the pain is so great, it just seems like it will never be better than it is right then. I am so glad you were able to see your way through this. Hang in there! Lightworker  
Date: 2/13/2001 4:43:00 PM  From Authorid: 14955    Oh dear SweetVixen I am glad you choose to stay here,mainly for your son and family.They would live on with pain in their hearts missin you.Your son,specially him,he would of grown up not knowing his mother,only wondering what you would be like. when he come home to tell his mother(hey mom meet my girlfriend)what sweet expression you would have on your face.He would miss bringing your grandkids over to see their grandma,so you could spoil them rotten.He would miss that,cause you cease to exist.There are plenty good reasons to be alive.#1 your family #2your friends,I would have no more of your beautiful poems to read.Things do get better and time heals,If you want to talk some time leave a message on profile.Your friend.........  
Date: 2/13/2001 6:57:00 PM  From Authorid: 18516    Aww girl..I could not live w/o you! I'm so glad you chose to live. You have a beautiful baby boy and I know that he couldn't live w/o his momma. I'm here for you always. *Hugs* Love sissy, Lemon  
Date: 8/26/2002 3:27:00 PM  From Authorid: 16376    OMG I agree with everything Stahl said...  

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