Ex Husband Dies then Visits Me

A little over a year ago my ex-husband suddenly died of a heart attack at a the age of 52. It left me stunned, and having to tell our 31 year old son that his father had died, was so hard. I always dreamed of talking with him and asking him why he did some of the strange things he did while we were married. He didn't drink or do drugs but he was strange. He left me for another woman and I was truly lost for a long time. I thought I was a good wife and wondered what I'd done wrong. I could go into more detail about the beatings, other women...but I won't. The day he died his other son called me to tell me my ex had passed. I was stunned. I went and told our son and held him while he cried for his father. I called my former mother-in-law and then I cried for all the things I'd left unsaid. Later, I was stunned to "hear his voice in my head" he asked me for forgivness. He let me know that he couldn't move on without it. I'd been the person he'd hurt most in his life and he needed me to forgive him before he could move on. Well, it had been years since all that happened, I've been remarried for 27 years. I told him he was forgiven that he could move on. Then suddenly, I was shown the most wonderful peace I've ever known. It was WONDERFUL. Oh, the calm I felt, and it lasted all day in spite of the heartbreak and shock. I will never know if he came to me and asked for that forgivness or if I dreamed the whole thing up, but the peace I was shown wonderful! I finally let him go, may he rest in peace.

It makes me think that there is something "more". This experience was profound.