I know this isn't one of my typical upbeat kind of just curious posts, but I am diagnosed with depression, anxiety, ADD, and mild PTSD and the last 24 hours my depression was really bad. I have been through more relationships than I care to mention in the last year and a half, and I was taking a step back from the dating scene for awhile. Last night however, I was realizing how much I miss having someone to sleep next to and cuddle and how much I even just miss someone saying "I love you" to me and it triggered pretty bad depression.
I am still a little depressed, and I think the main reason for that is it's hard to find a relationship and have it work when you're transgendered regardless of whether it's male to female or female to male. Society looks at you in a very poor light and often society doesn't realize we're people just like anyone else. We just want to be loved and have a life like anyone else out there. There is a reason suicide is high among the LGBT community and it never seems to get any easier.
I don't know what I am expecting from this post, I think it was more just a moment for me to type out my feelings and get them off my shoulders.
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Yep, I guess I've experienced all the things you mention, at some time or another. For me, my own brand of shock therapy has been my go to for relief. Back when I was younger, I did some pretty dangerous and ignorant things to find relief. These days, I'm old and my body can't take the strain. so, mostly what I do is long walks and a few push ups. 
