Spector -SPG-

I believed a simple sign of affection
Made me your selection
You took me to a new level
Felt very endless, flew higher than the sun

You were the one and only
Who can make me feel unlonely
But things are never what they seem
Guess that's why they call them dreams

I was just another in your collection
A spector in your box of deception
Play time consist of tearing out my heart
And stitching so lightly it can never heal properly

Yet I yearn for the taste of love
Or whatever the hell you made up
I'm addicted to the supplies of your lies
The blight that fueled my wasted life

And everyday I watch you through the cracks
Hating myself for wanting you to come back
Hopeful you tie these strings around my neck
So I can't feel anything

I'm so exhausted and defeated
My will has been bleeding
Afraid to die in this cage
But I'm celebrating my escape

I want to be missed
By somebody that doesn't exist
I want to be desired
By an uninspiring being

I'll become a full time ghost
And host the loneliest soirees
And cover my corporeal form
With your pastel duvet

And haunt you
Like you haunted me

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