Turned 46 ...................... By: Scarecrow76

All that I can say is that I have lived so many ways.
And some dreams could never quite compare.
I turned 46 in today's rederick.
But I am still breathing the air.
There were moments in time and some things that I have done.
That made me feel special and rare.
But special in a way that is like Jeffy's way.
And I laugh at my own thinning hair.
Somehow, I have learned that there is something more.
Than only the moments of life.
I own what I've done, I love my daughter and son.
But it's time to end the years of my time.
I never gave up even when it got rough.
Though I just wanted an end.
And I have a friend who will always take me in.
And I will not see this again.



((Today, I turned 46. It is just another day all in all but I wanted to write something to reflect where I am at today. I know it does not seem very clear, but I find nothing ever is. I am not sure I even know as much as I did when I first started posting here more than 20 years ago. I think that is the greatest of the lessons of life. The older I get, the lesser is known. Nothing is black and white, but we must all try to enjoy life to its fullest on another trip around the sun. Oh, and the Jeffy reference was in reference to a show on you tube my wife's grand kids like starring a mentally challenged puppet named Jeffy with a broken pencil in his nose, a diaper on his bottom and a helmet. I recommend the evil Jeffy episodes. LOL >

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