Things I once Beleived .............By: Scarecrow76

It was just so hard to be seeing that a past that I beleived.
Really does not matter anymore.
I tried to keep myself the sane not seeing that I was insane.
To see if I could remain with another shadow on the floor.
So the years just kind of past my by and I just wished to hang my head and cry.
While trying to make sure heaven was where I will stay.
And hind sight's always clearly been the thing cutting deeper than skin.
With a love so blind that I could not stay.
I could see the use in me if I looked through other eyes.
Sometimes I almost think I have been deceived.
But evrerything will have it's sending and I'm just trying to survive.
Fining value in the things that I once believed.

I sky dived and relentlessly looked, took for granted every pleasure I toook.
I found Atlantis though it never tried to hide.
I have been let down by modern medicine and there are some I miss that I won't see again.
And somehow now it does not in this time.
I lived to give my heart away and then to catch my dreams on another day.
After losses brought silent tears to my eyes.
They washed my cheeks and carved out lines where I wrinkled from this smile of mine.
And hopeless to hide the pain of being alive.
I could see the use in me if I looked through other eyes.
Sometimes I almost think I have been deceived.
But evrerything will have it's sending and I'm just trying to survive.
Fining value in the things that I once believed.

I saw nearly all of my dreams come true as I found myself beside you.
And I am not sure how many miles until I go.
But I can see that this is me and that is all that I can be.
And I think that I ave lerarned more tan I could ever say I know.
I can see the use in me as I look through other eyes.
Sometimes I almost think I have been deceived.
But evrerything will have it's ending and I'm just trying to survive.
Fining redemption in the things that I once believed.

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