The wonderful world of DMT

Hello, I have been really looking for a spiritual awakening for myself. To almost give my conscience and mind a hard reset. In the past couple of years I have struggled with depression. Not like unbearable depression where I have suicidal thoughts or anything of that nature. I would just sometimes get lost in my thoughts. Anyway, I have never been into drugs. I've never done any drugs besides smoke weed. Until about a month ago...

Me and 3 of my friends decided to indulge in shrooms. Rising to my peak, I couldn't believe my own eyes. All of the colors looked very vibrant. Everything just looks extremely HD. Eventually I started feeling tired and I was yawning. I finally sat on the couch and closed my eyes. That's when things started to get interesting. I was seeing lots of odd colors conjoining together & it was controlled by light. The longer I kept my eyes closed the more I would see. After a while the colors would form into a face. A woman's face. I would instantly open my eyes startled. I never really kept them closed long enough. But everytime I closed them, there she was again. Since I was basically fighting the trip. I was happy when it finally wore off and I could go home and go to sleep. The next day I wake up and my mind is foggy. It actually took me a few days to remember everything that happened that night. I couldn't stop thinking about when I closed my eyes. The way I felt, my entire ego felt stripped like I was in the middle of "nothingness". But, for some strange reason I came out of that trip with a new outlook on life. I appreciate things more. I have a better understanding...

Then it comes down to this.

DMT - N, N-Dimethyltryptamine is a chemical substance that occurs in many plants and animals and which is both a derivative and a structural analog of tryptamine. It can be consumed as a psychedelic drug and has historically been prepared by various cultures for ritual purposes as an entheogen.

I've researched hundreds of different testimonies of people who have taken DMT. People have had life changing experiences with DMT.

My question is...Is it worth a try? I struggle with anxiety on a daily basis. Nobody has ever died from it. I really don't want to get medication. My father overdosed from prescribed medication. I know just about everything you can know about DMT from just tons of research. I'll be honest, I am kind of scared to do it & I would just like your advice. I just want to feel better about life. Have a great mindset and grow with my family.

Thank you to anyone that takes the time to reply