Narcistic Mother

Is, there anything that I can do about a Narcistic controlling kind of mother? My, mother is alway's really bi-polar and has her fit's and when she get's down she get's really too truly crabby. I pick it up and I think and feel that everything is my fault. Hense, I was the black sheep in the family. She, also alway's ruin's my intuition and when I try to calm down I can't because she's alway's there. I am moving out in a couple month's. But, until than it's not an option. I just can't stand being around her when I can't drive anywhere either. Because, of seizure's. She, think's I am going to move out and leave her with my kid's and that's not an option. She, can't get that out of her head and I wish she would.

Is, there anyway to spiritually cut ties with her because she think's she's going to be following me night and day and I want nothing to do with her when she's like that. I ain't cutting her out of my life. However, I have in the past and she blamed herself called and freaked out. I always stick up to her when she get's out of control. I refuse to tell her anything personal. I even told my children to never tell her anything personal. I don't give her any detail's to ever use or abuse against myself.

I absolutely love spirituality and when she's not around I feel so wonderful uplifted and amazing. When, she's around me I can't feel anything or anyone. I mean her spiritual energy is that bad and negative. I have gotten to the point I am trying to cut her off spiritually too. Because, I can't live the life I want to anymore with her around. Any advice on how to protect myself from this. Sheild's or just so that I can move on?

My, Children are into spirituality and so am I but I can't teach them with her around because she's so negative and her aura photo was actually black and gray and she just won't quit? How, can I protect myself from her? Until I move out with my children?