Kundalini Addiction

I know this sound's weird but I am really into Kundalini meditation's and along time ago I woke up my Kundalini energy with no help and no focus on anything and it really messed up my life quite abit. I didn't know that I was also empathic and able to pick up people's vibration's. Not, to mention those vibration's around myself. I have since gotten it under control with studying the Dragon/ Phoenix theories of religion and most of it was self help. I don't talk much about this because I actually am in touch with a higher reality. Yet, I wasn't ready to master this. I focused on meditation so much and out of body experience's that I got addicted to it. I don't use drug's and the most of a drug I use if caffeine. My, body however feel's great after such meditation's. Yet, sometime's I can do this for day's on end and I practive meditation for hour's on end? At first I didn't really enjoy this because it was too chaotic for myself. I never spoke about what I felt and saw.

I chose to do this on self help. However, my meditation's led myself to finally get help from a higher source and it led myself down the road of the Phoenix and Dragon Meditaion's. Since, than I have been reading a lot about Tiamot and Apsu and the different dragon dieties even mentioned in the bible. I don't see it as a threat anymore. I see this as helping myself to heal and to become better. I can even get into trance's and talk to out of body being's. I am much more careful about who I talk too. However, I love to self meditate and too journal about the being's that I talk too. I don't dwell on this like crazy and this is the first post I wrote in year's about it. Someone, told myself to start to talk more about this openly.

Some, of that involved DNA reaequncing and so forth. It's very old to myself and seem's like I have done this before. However, the cool thing that has also helped myself a lot was Alchemy and writing my own symbol's and my own book about my life. I can't seem to find many people to relate too this. However, I love learning about myself so much and I have so many interesting stories regarding this and I am just curious because some one said that I could be addicted to Kundalini energy and focusing too much on the creative part and not dealing with my life in general. DOes, this make sense? I hope it does because I think that what they meant by that is true. How, can I start being more specific in my life regarding trying to balance life in general again and organizing my life also?

Has, anyone ever heard of Kundalini Addiction?