Be okay with me I'm with you that makes this with each other

So be okay with me because I'm here for you and I have spent my whole life suffering and dying and feeling dead so what I live for but I never liked it and I never stuck with it so stubbornly but I did know I was here for you and I had some power within me that said I was important and I spent 20 30 years falling between the cracks banana had death come upon me then I saw death in my face it scared the hell out of me what I said what does this dictator saying record should I added it or edit it or should it matter what a dictation machine record but maybe I have to change what I caught myself lying about maybe I have to recreate but I couldn't get it right how do you feel how do you think