"I could accept that just fine thank you".

Enthusiastic ramblings of ThatMan. I used to say a lot when I was younger "I hate it when that happens.

I was usually talking about something I could not understand or couldn't see or control.Perhaps it was that I was perplexed or surprised or confused by something and of course I would always hate it when that happened.

When I was in school as a youth I tended to get into too much trouble and I was always following that strange feeling inside that needed to know nothing about anything that I knew, doing everything that I felt I should know to do and I sure did it, until I or it was done. The fact that this usually if not always led to trouble. Whenever I got caught troubled me not.

"Well how do you like that" I would say to my parents and they would would say "like what" and "we told you not to do that" "22 times" and I would fire back "I'm sorry" "I guess "that's just me", "you needed to tell me 23". I'm just a trouble maker everything you tell me not to do that's bad.

Well I just seem to have to do that anyway, 22 at least.

Of course as much trouble as I always got into,even with all the punishments I had to bare I can honestly say to myself well I kinda liked that .

I could have even declared to every second person I ever met that, whenever I got into any kind of trouble whatsoever,well that's what I get for getting caught I thought and so I can fully accept that now.

I had to sort of face the music with that sort of pride I seemed to display with getting into any kinda trouble,that was kinda fun and that attention I got seemed to make me some kind of hero to myself in that childish enjoyable way.

Maybe I watched too much T.V, maybe, I liked all that excitement and attention that seemed to always go along with it. I don't know but if any one asked me how I feel about all the trouble I got into as a child all I could honestly really say in response to it is,"well I guess that was just me and that's the way I was and if given the choice to go through all that again I have to admit I could accept that just fine....Thank you...