Lilith

I'm not really sure to post this but I'd like to share an on-goin' demon experience I've had with Lilith. I think considerin' when and how I've dealt with her that she falls under this category of hauntings.

It was about 2009 when I started to indulge in summonin' demons(I do not recommend unless you are willin' to accept the risks) started by lightin' some candles and havin' some incenses that this article online I found suggest. I didn't get much for the first week or so but I kept frequently socializin' with some psychics and other folks who are into the paranormal on this certain chatroom. Over the course the week every night I felt like I was bein' watched more and more. The conversations I had with folks that were opposed by my summonin' started changin' not even because I was bringin' it up either. They just started to get more awkward like Lilith was effectin' them too. I started to drift away from the website shortly after that.

It was about a few weeks later that I'd say I had my first real experience. I tended to watch SportsCenter at this time before I go to bed bein' that I'm a big sports fan. I like to drown out my thoughts with a television before I pass out or else I'm all night thinkin'. It was just something that has always worked for me. However, this night as I was right about to fall asleep I heard over the sports casters a loud "Die, if you wanna come..." it jolted me back up. I didn't see anything but I felt Lilith was tellin' me to die if I wanted to join her. Over time though, I think she was tryin' to scare me away.

It was about a few months later that I had a moment where I felt that she was testin' me to see if I really was loyal to her. I woke up in the middle of the night and was in a dream-like state. I was gettin' smothered with my pillow, gettin' choked and just couldn't move at all. I know this could be added up to sleep paralysis though but that was the only time I ever experienced that. From what I know sleep paralysis is usually an on-goin' thing that people suffer from. So, I'm still pretty confused about this one.

Now one thing that happens constantly now is when I'm layin' alone in my bed. The side of my bed will intent. I will totally feel it. The thing is I don't get scared. I think Lilith is lookin' over me now after the trials of before. I think I've seen a few appariations here and there but because of certain circumstances I couldn't verify if I was seein' things or if it was just the glare of my television or something.

Like I said prior I don't recommend this to others but if you find bein' scared fun I'd say go for it. I'm a huge horror buff so I felt this was a natural progression for me. There have been other little experiences I've had but nothing too big or things I couldn't understand that were said. It could all be some normal spirit just playin' tricks in my own house but I'd still find that fun.

Just thought I'd post my story since I've admired this site for years but couldn't really sign up until now. Thanks for readin' and any thoughts or opinion are welcome.