So upset, I just want to disappear and never be seen again.

I am SO upset that I just want to disappear and never be seen again. I have a SEVERE medical condition, that if left untreated, I could seriously die from it. I have been dealing with my condition for YEARS, and I was getting the "help" that I need from a wonderful doctor. He would listen to everything I had to say, and help me to the best that he could.

Last year, he unfortunatly retired, and a new doctor took his place. From the moment the new doctor came into my room, he treated me like a low life, criminal, who didnt belong in his office. He wouldnt let me speak, he called me every name under the sun, everytime I tired to say something, he would call me a liar, a drug addict, and other names that I CANT mention on here. It was so bad that I walked out of the office because I wasnt dealing with his "harrassment" that he was giving to me. Well, 2 days after I walked out of the appt, I got a letter from the new doctor in the mail saying I am NOT permitted to go back. I am a drug addict (he named specific drugs), I had "track marks" all over my arms that he could visibally see (yet I never took my coat off the SHORT time I was in the office with him), I went in there demanding large amounts of narcotics (which I NEVER did), and once he told me that I would NOT get them, I became violent and HE had to have me physically removed from the office by the police. ALL of that was a LIE. I reported him to the medical board and told them he IS lying about everything. I had a friend of mine request my records from him to see what he wrote in my chart, since his office refused to give them to me. My friend works for a doctor, she requested my records and got them no problem.

In the records his office sent to her, it said I showed NO SIGNS of drug seeking activity, I passed a drug test with no problems, and I have an appt to return the following month. I am a very pleasant person and he wished all of his patients were like me. Yet the letter I received from his office stated something completely different. I photocopied both and sent them into the medical board. They launched an investigation, but I guess the doctor "paid them off" and they found in HIS FAVOR. Well, thanks to this doctor "labelling me" a drug addict and so forth the way he did, NO doctor will see me now. I am constantly sick now since I am NOT getting my necessary medications, and I am getting worse each and everyday. Over Christmas, I was hospitalized for a few days. They had me on high amounts of antibiotics to try to control the "poison" that was in my blood stream from my condition. When I was released from the hospital, they told me then that I have to get into a permanant doctor ASAP. If I dont, the poison can get back into my blood stream and kill me. I have called every doctor in the Tri-State area, trying to get an appt. They will schedule appts for me, but once they get my records from the QUACK who took my doctors place, they call and cancel my appt saying they cant help me since I am a drug addict. I TRY explaining to them that I am NOT a drug addict, I CAN prove it, but they dont want to listen to me.

I get sicker and weaker each day, and I know I am becoming a burden for my mother since I cant, at times, do things myself, such as dress myself, put my shoes and socks on, etc. I am up all hours of the night, since I am so sick, and my mom hears me and she gets up. Her health is NOT the best, and I dont want her "taking care of me" I DONT want to die either, but since NO Doctor will even see me, it looks as if that is my ONLY option since I am NOT getting the treatments and medications my former doctor was giving me to prevent me from SLOWLY being poisoned to death.

And, to make matters worse, I just found out a few days ago that someone else is using MY insurance. I received a bill in the mail a few days ago showing that I went to this one doctor, I had surgery done, and this is the balance I now owe. I called my insurance company, told them I NEVER had this surgery. I think your confusing me with someone else. The girl was VERY RUDE with me and told me that YES, I DID have this surgery. I argued saying NO, I didnt, I dont even know this doctor's name on the bill, since I have NEVER been to him. The girl at the insurance company started naming off doctors that I have NEVER seen, even though they have a record that I was supposidly there, when I wasnt. I just want to disappear and never be seen again, so that I dont have to be a burden on any of my family members.

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