I need to know how to stop attracting guys who can not accept rejection +Cosmic Freak+

My author ID is 62146. If you can give advice on this topic, but can't do it through reply.

I attract a lot off people. In terms off friends. I am well liked, I have people hitting on me and stuff a fair bit. Some are into me in the romantic sense others just in the other sense if not friendship. Young girls tend to get that a fair bit. So I guess I am just like all girls in their 20's or late teens. I am an extrovert so it does not bother me. But I also have a tendency to attract guys who do not accept no. In the past year. I have had a bf cut his writs so I would not leave him. Another person molest me and pretty much destroy my life cause he could not deal with rejection (my cutting bf's best friend... And he molested me while I was dating his best friend... Yes I know it is strange...) A second person has also threatened suicide over me. And gotten possessive off me. Even to the point off harassing my friends when I rejected him for... Well! Just that type off behavior... I lost friends cause of him. Without going into detail lets just say I showed his abusive msgs to my best friend who is a good judge off character who immediately said "You know he is just throwing a tantrum over jealously right?" Cause the secret involved me with someone else that was not him... She is not the only one who has reported strange behavior from him in terms off me... And other people too.

I am not sure if after all that I am paranoid cause it seems to be still happening. I see sighs in people when I reject them I am not ready for this stuff I don't think I do not feel a spark for anyone anymore after being threatened by my cutting ex. I just from that moment seem numb to those feelings. Like completely. Like a friend seemed to be tricking me into a date when I said no saying stuff like "no just two friends going out too dinner" and getting forceful and making me feel guilty for backing away not feeling comfortable. I tried to have a good Halloween but another person I was hanging out with was pressuring me heaps. After I told him I have no feelings for him. Even pretty much forcing me to "settle" and get back out there. I ended up yelling at him cause I explained to him that I have tried getting back out there but I have just attracted more guys who have issues and hurt me further... I am so angry that he kept repeating himself and not listening to me saying "That did not work, please I do not want to go through that again" and no I am not going to date someone I have no feelings or to develop feelings just for the sake off not being single cause other wise there is no point to me... And he would not even drop that and sounded like a broken record it was like being forced to settle for what reason again? A really pointless reason... I hate it. Why can't they just stop. I am not sure if I am being paranoid but it really does seem like I am not.

And now I feel gutted. I just wanted to have a good night, to get away from all that. And I got intruded still. I hate this. I really really do.

And I gotta ask there has to be something in my behavior that does this. A scent I let off that makes them do this. I can not take it anymore. I just need people to respect my wishes more. And leave me be. With that all being said I did attract two nice guys. I am even too scared off them. Cause my cutting ex seemed nice and ... He strangled me during a psychotic break amongst other things I mentioned. And the other suicidal one? Was nice at first two people even kept saying "He is a nice guy you have nothing to fear!" Last week proved that wrong. So who is too say these two nice people are not like the rest? I even have people pull up next to me in their cars when I am waiting for a bus and offer me a ride. Why? Obviously I do not accept. But what am I doing to put out this radar. I do not even dress to revealing. Except in the hot weather or whatever.

People say this happens cause I am apparently attractive and also cause, I am too nice. Stray cats come to me for food and even sleep on my bed. People who are vulnerable, like the elderly, young and sick or/and disabled are drawn to me. Hence why I was a nurse for a bit... Now after my abuse I had to drop out off my studies to be a pathologist cause I was in and out off asylums. I won't lie I still feel bitter about that. My ex.. cheated on me, cut over me, threatened me, Strangled me let his best friend molest me. And I thought he was nice... :,(

Yeah I would rather be with someone worth it than alone. But at the same time is this is the attention I get I would rather be single forever. It is terrible. It has made me think I am cursed or that I deserve this treatment. People with a 6th sense. Say I am about to meet my soul-mate. Before the year is up, and beginning ff next year. All say it and they have no all met each other which is odd, But I do not believe. I got over fairy tales after all his pain. But I do not believe that... they just say it to make me feel better I just want these guys to stop it hurts a lot. I even tell them they do not get the msg. I hate it so much. I want it to stop. :( I do not mind people showing interest. That is just part off life. And I do not want to be immature about people having feelings. That is not cool. Just when they get too much I flip out :( heeelllppp

Sorry that was long.