I actually ended up oppressed not to long ago.
For a while there I thought I was losing my mind honestly... Seeing the shadows darting around me. So close....
I use to be deep into church and ended up fallin out of church, when that happened I started to see the shadows full on. Well one night, me and a friend were reading horror stories and were getting our kicks by reading em.... thing is... I think we let something in with all our fear that night. Not long after, I couldn't eat. I couldn't sleep because I would have such horrible nightmares. To say they were about demons would be a understatement. the nightmare were unbareable. everything got worse and worse and I felt trapped. I would lash out at people for no reason and I felt like there was always something there with me. I felt dirty... dirty is a understatement. a sever understatement. I went to tell my friend what was going on, but before I could say anything, she told me all this stuff was happening to her as well. I was shocked and scared.
I finally made the decision that I needed help and I needed to go to church. My mama took me that Sunday..... had she not took me, I would not have went. The closer we got the more I was more and more willing to jump out of a moving car. But we made it there and I darted into the door and clung to my pastor. just standing there I was panting/and my head was killing me I wanted to run out so bad. But pastor sat me down on the first row/center.
I swear the more she prayed, I wanted to throw up, I wanted to run away, I felt like I was running a marathon, I was disoriented and my head was killing me like it was trying to split. and it took almost everything I had to not scream vulgar things at her. The church laid hands on me and prayed and afterwards. I felt okay. Exhausted, but okay.
Sad to report, I am still out of church... that was my last day of church. I haven't had anything to bad happen to me since then. but the shadows still just dart around, not as bad as they use to though.
as for my friend, she is not a church person. but after my church deal that night, she actually got better to (even though she didn't go with me)
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