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Seeking Solace: My Conversion Story .:WerewolfClairewolf:.

  Author:  66755  Category:(Religious) Created:(6/24/2013 8:07:00 PM)
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First off, let me state that I, in no way, am trying to bash my former religion or trying to spark a religious debate. I'm only stating my experience with it and why I felt the need to convert. No matter what faith you choose to follow or not follow, I only wish you complete happiness with your decision and to follow your heart. :) USM is a place of kindness, acceptance, and support, so I feel safe enough to tell you all my journey and hope that somehow, it helps you if you are in need of spiritual guidance.

I've always been the kind of person who needs a faith, a higher power to believe in. I was brought up with Christianity and while my family never openly practiced the faith, it's something we've associated ourselves with due to its prevalence in our society.

For as long as I can remember, it never felt 'right' to me. Many of my personal beliefs contradict with the Christian teachings I have been taught. For example, I have been taught that piercings and tattoos are a desecration of the body and thus is a huge sin against God, but as an artist, I've always seen it as a beautiful and extremely personal art form. I myself have several piercings and I plan to get a tattoo sometime in the future.

My differing beliefs made me feel like a black sheep, a sinner among saints. I felt even worse trying to justify my beliefs, feeling no different than a thief trying to justify stealing. It didn't help matters that due to how open to interpretation the Bible is, I would have differing beliefs with other Christians, who would then have differing beliefs from each other. We were supposed to stand in arms and yet the air was thick with hostile disagreement. I was miserable and alone, but I had also been taught you must suffer for your faith; happiness is only a bonus. This didn't seem right to me. Your religion is supposed to make you feel comfortable and loved, not ashamed to be who you are or believe what you believe.

Last year, I finally decided enough was enough. I was tired of witnessing this "divided we stand" mentality and I was tired of being told that I and everyone I care about are going to burn for eternity for things that didn't hurt other people. I wanted to convert.

But I was scared.

I was also taught that Christianity is the one and only truth and to convert to another religion would without doubt send you into the lake of fire. The idea that there is only God and Jesus was so heavily instilled in me. I kept imagining Them shaking Their heads in shame as I contemplated conversion. Even now, I feel like I'm letting Them down. But I had enough. I needed something that made me feel comfortable and welcomed me without judgement. I was done with feeling ashamed of being me and possessing the opinions I have.

I researched other religions for the past year and it wasn't until just the other day did I find something that clicked.

Wicca. Truly, it was the perfect match, as if it was created just for me. My beliefs fit perfectly with those preached by Wicca and I will admit, I love the eminence of mysticism surrounding it.

I still have a very long way to go in regards to transition and acceptance, but I know I have found my path to my spiritual solace.

So far, my biggest regret is not discovering this sooner.

There's still so much for me to learn, so please, if any of you are fellow Wiccans, I would appreciate some guidance. I feel so overwhelmed with the things I don't know yet and I need someplace to start.

Thank you all so much for reading. :)

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Date: 6/25/2013 1:33:00 PM  From Authorid: 63026    I totally understand what you mean. I too was raised Christian, went to a private school from Kindergarten to eighth grade, and went to Church Sundays, Tuesdays(1st-4th grade), Thursdays(5th-8th grade), and every first Friday (church and monthly awards), then every May we had May Crowning. From 1999-2009 I didn't go to church at all.

I was spiritual and believed in God, and could see him working in my life.
I go to a Baptist and a Pentecostal church, but truthfully I find Pentecostal more of my beliefs, cause 98% of the time you can feel the presence of the Lord and Holy Spirit.

In saying all this I feel that kids get burnt out from Catholic church cause in all honesty the catholic church doesn't teach what Jesus is about. It's more about doing good, and the history of Christianity. They don't focus that the only way into heaven is the blood of Jesus.

As kids go into their teen years, most find they never knew Jesus, just the teachings of the church, and they drop God from their lives.
  
Date: 6/26/2013 12:37:00 PM  From Authorid: 48250    I have a Personal relationship with God, His Son Jesus Christ by Faith-Believing, I am Saved and have been a Christian for 36 years, that's almost all my life....a relationship is not a religion although I do follow the Doctrinal teachings of Jesus Christ's 1st Disciples and attend The Church of God, it is Pentecostal, Apostolic...here in Kentucky; where I attend church, no one is judged criticized or "put-down" for tattoos, piercings etc etc..... Too many times it has been instilled in others from such a young age that God and His Son Jesus is on The Throne looking down from Heaven with an Angry look or an Accusing finger......So not true!....God cannot be any thing then what He is LOVE.....Though He Convicts Whom He Loves.....But when He does we are Glad......only the adversary brings condemnation, feelings of guilt, rejection and other negativity......there's so much more to a personal relationship and Faith-walk with The Lord.....but God being Angry, Unforgiving, He is not.....He is Righteous, Holy and Just and will not ever tolerate Sin.....His holy Word says He Searches the Earth to find One who Loves Him, who is Obedient in His Precepts....He Delights in Our Love of Him...in Glorifying, Thankfulness and Praise to Him in All things....I Pray that I may always walk in His ways.....Take/Care  

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