How do I move forward?

I made a post of the same story but felt like I needed to edit it because I was just rambling and it didn't make sense in some ways.



Ok, when I was 12, I met someone was automactically like a father figure to me. We grew real close, He is from Penn. and I live in Tn and how we met is that he is my step-uncle's brother. Me, My step-uncle and my aunt used to make trips up there, Until my 7th grade year, I had stopped going up there because somewhere along the line, me and my step-uncle's nephew(My step-uncle's brothers son) became girlfriend and boyfriend and then things went south and we broke up so I stopped going on trips with my aunt and step-uncle to visit because it was a bad break up. It wasn't the distance it was because we were fighting. But before all that got started,I had developed a close bond with with my step-uncle's brother, He was there when there was no one else. We were bestfriend/father-daughter relationship

Well fast forward to the summer after my 8th grade year, I got a phone call from my aunt while I was on vaction with my best friend at the time letting me know that my step-uncle's nephew was coming. My aunt had already addressed it to me that he had forgiven me and everything. Well, I had moved up to Pennsylvaina with my aunt and step-uncle. It was great again because I missed my step-uncle's brother so much and we rekindled our bond. It was all great living with my aunt and step-uncle until they got into a fight and my aunt, my cousins and I left to back go to Tn before my nineth grade year was over. Well, I had not saw my step-uncle's brother ever sense.

However, I did get in touch with him through facebook last year but we stopped talking for some reason. But when I sent him the friends request and a message at the same time, He had told me that he missed me and always thought the world of me and he loved me like a daughter. Well we were going to go visit after years of not visiting but a big fight happened and my step-uncle andhis family haven't spoken sense and on top of that last year my aunt and step-uncle got divorced.

I did get over missing him after I moved back home from pennsylvaina but thought about him from time to time and it maked me really sad. I feel like since my step-uncle,my aunt and my step-uncle's family are not on good terms I will never see my step-uncle's brother again.Out of the blue, I keep thinking about him and starting to miss him a lot for last the couple of days and this is the first I've thought about him a long time. I feel he misses me too but we lost all connections. Even back in those two years between 7th and 8th grade I missed him when I was away. It was very confusing to accept me as a long lost daughter but yet stopped talking to me over facebook last year after not seeing him since 2007 Everytime I think about my step-uncle's brother I cry...and relive the memories in my head. This is the man who filled in for the father I never had. What should I do?