As long as I can remember I have always been tapped into my intuiton. It has been a great guide for me over the years. I remember when I was younger I didn't really have anyone to talk to about the things I experienced and knew. They would think I was crazy or just imagining things if I ever brought anything up, so I stopped talking about my experiences and kept them to myself. I would often get feelings when something big was about to happen, often bad things.
I remember I was in my room, I was about 6 or 7 years old and somehow I KNEW that my grandfather had just died. It was a feeling I had. And my feeling was confirmed when the phone rang about 10 minutes later, my father saying that my grandfather had passed away. There is no way I should have known something like that, but I did, and it has continued like that over the years.
I remember when I was in my late teens, driving with my dad, all of a sudden I looked over at him and said, something big is going to happen in the next 6 months, you and mom are no longer going to be together. Again, something I didn't really know too much about, I knew that they were having issues, but I never knew how bad, and within those 6 months they ended up splitting. At that point in my life I was no longer afraid to share my experiences and the things I felt. I knew I wasn't going crazy anymore. That it happened to many people.
Some things that come to me can be very vague. I will wake up in the morning and know that something bad is going to happen, and often it does, usually directly effecting either myself or someone I am close to. Sometimes it bothers me that I don't know what the warning was about until it's happening. I guess there still needs to be some surprises in the world. There are times when the phone has rang and I already know what the caller on the other end wants before I pick it up. Or when I am having a conversation with someone, there are many times when I know what they are going to say before they say it.
I think one of the scariest things that happened to me was recently, a couple months back actually. It was a Thursday morning in mid October. The day felt "strange" to me the moment I had woken up. Although it was "normal" in every aspect of the word. I was off work at that point (I was getting ready for the baby to come.). I had a doctors appointment that morning. There was this constant nagging feeling at the back of my head that something was wrong, really wrong. I remember not feeling right. After my doctors appointment I went and got some blood work done and then back home to do a few things around the house and have a nap. I woke from my nap mere moments before the phone rang, and somehow I knew my feelings were about to be justified. It was the doctors office and they wanted me to get to the hospital RIGHT away. And somehow I knew that the baby was going to come early. I remember talking to one of my friends before we got pregnant that I wanted to have an october baby. His due date was November 7th but he ended up coming into the world October 16th. 2 days after I was admitted to the hospital. I also somehow felt that this was more serious then anyone could imagine, I could feel death at my door and it was scary. But it wasn't my time.
I have learned to listen to my intuiton, my feelings, that small voice in the back of my head. They have never lead me astray. It has opened my mind to things I never thought possible. There is so much out there and the surface has barely been scratched.
Just random thoughts from my random mind, I have been wanting to write some things down for awhile. Thanks for reading. :)
~Carissa... Rainbow Angel
So USM... Have any of you ever experienced things like this???
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