Looking for - Tim crawford is in Love with Venetia stewart

Venetia i love you honey,i have missed you so much over the years,i cannot get you out of my mind for you are the most beautifull person in the whole world and i have never stopped loving you in the physical world although i believe we have always been together for eternity as soul partners and i have loved you infinitely more for the physical body is subject to pain,i don't know about you but i have been subject to a fare amount of Gore and yet even when i was being dragged around on the concrete by a vicious police dog i was thinking of you.. I will never forget the time we met in our youth there was a chemical/spiritual awakening inside of me which fortunately turned into an obsession for me and it has never gone away.I sent you flowers from New Zealand in 2007 because i loved you,i was in the cottage,it was the middle of winter,it was freezing and because the Doctors had got me hooked onto Temazepam,a powerfull sleeping pill,3 per night i developed catatonia.It is a condition where you Quite literally cannot move or make any clear decision making.I was so overdosed that i stopped eating and i scratched holes all over my body,i was crying out inside but was too scared of talking to any doctor,i had turned the power off at the mains and it remained off for atleast 3 months,this was a direct result of the psychiatrists threatening to electrocute my brain.I was living in contstant fear of the psychiatrits as they were incredibly cruel and derogetory to me in Hospital.They had had me on sleeping pills since june 2002,just after the Police dog attack when i was put into Hastings psychiatric facility they put me on Zopiclone and in january 2003 i failed to pick up my medicine,two weeks later after not sleeping at all i went to the kitchen draw,got out a steak knife and began slicing through my wrist,blood went everywhere.I was institutionalised for 2 months and inside i was threatened with ect,electro convolsive treatment.Alltogether i have spent 9 months in Hastings psychiatric facility and 3 weeks on remand in Mangaroa prison.This is a big part of the reason i could not come back to Australia earlier.You don't want to know what i have seen Venetia,besides being incredibly dangerous at times,i was subject to degrading humiliation,in particular from maori people.The people were dirty and unhygeinic and thieves and crooks,i came out soulless and hooked on drugs so i couldn't function in society.

I went off to Queensland after i last saw you in 1992 to dig for precious sapphires so that i could make them into wonderfull rings which i hoped you could wear one day after i proposed to you twice,yes Venetia i want to marry you and make you the happiest lady in the earth sphere/universe.The song obsession by animotion descibes the way i feel towards you,for i feel lost without you and i know you will one day return to me.Like a butterfly a wild butterfly i will collect you and capture you. Venetia i didn't see you sought of from 1984 until 1992 and when you were rubbing your legs against mine under the dinning room table i realised that you had not aged one day since i last saw you. After i sent you those Beautifull flowers in 2007?.Well you see it is a long story,anyway Robert your then boyfriend whom i have never met and never want to went and proposed to you.I swear it was out of pure gealousy towards our blossoming romance that he went ahead and brainwashed you into marrying you.I understand from mum who knows your mum that robert is a Magician and he has a very good income.I would therefore be out of the arena for i do not have any wealth besides knowledge that you are married to a magician named robert and i think he is a Goldfish i hope some good looking golfish has an affair with him and you find out and you come running into my arms,for Venetia i promise i will always be single in this life unless i am with you and i have been since i was 22,the year i went to Queensland to dig for those sapphires,i then went to work in a Goldmine in Western Australia and i have tried to ring them today to see about purchasing some 22 carat gold off them for the rings,the operator wally gave me the number for the White House Hotel instead which is where all the aboriginals go to drink.I said to the operator i will call the Hotel,they are bound to know if Sons of Gwalia Mine is still in operation.Hot Dog,i still have absolutely no idea where you are because you bounce between U.S.A and Melbourne Australia,by the way i sent prime minister Vladimir Putin a christmas letter and i told him that i loved you

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