This Failure (The Confession)..
I gave in today…
Sliced the hope,
Right from my arms.
I need this feeling,
This perfect suicide…
The warm sensation rushing down my arm…
It just feel’s so right!
This failure!
It calms me…
Relieves me, it makes me.
What I am!
I pushed away today…
Those thoughts,
Of pain were subsided.
Controlling the need,
Trying to snuff out the deed…
I’m suffocating the pain…
I won’t fall down again!
This failure!
It control’s me…
Perfectly, it makes me.
What I am!
I just can’t take this anymore…
Suffocating myself and those thoughts!
I need to breath for a second,
And grasp…
Grasp these last moments!
Pressure constricting!
This failure!
It tears me…
I relapsed today,
Destroyed myself…
Inside and out.
But it wasn’t a mistake,
I’m as imperfect as the rest of you…
Because, it’s what helps me…
That pain helps me thrive!
This failure!
It tears me…
Apart, it makes me.
What I am!
This failure!
It made me…
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