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Date: 6/9/2009 7:02:00 PM ( Admin )
EMI  Depression is a lonely place to be. I wish you could feel the love people have for you. -Love George |
Date: 6/9/2009 7:04:00 PM
From Authorid: 64365
I am so sorry you are feeling this way, Emi. Love is supposed to be unconditional...you will have it one day. If you can feel the love of your cats, know that you are loved by your parents and your USM friends and family as well. HUGS  |
Date: 6/9/2009 7:30:00 PM
From Authorid: 7341
Hey sweetie...Please know that I am here for you!!!  Rejection and hurt done by someone you love and trust is one of the most devastating feelings one can ever experience...It's awful!!! I know right now might seem like the end of the world and you can't even imagine yourself with anyone else or being happy, but please don't give up!!!! I'm so sorry that you're experiencing so many health problems...feeling crummy all the time doesn't help things at all!!!! But hang in there girl and remember that there are SO many people here who care about you!!!! Keegan and I are looking forward to seeing you soon when you visit...  |
Date: 6/9/2009 7:56:00 PM
From Authorid: 48809
I am sorry that you are so depressed Emi and I hope you will be feeling much better soon. Why not ask your angels to heal you and to work on your emotions. They can do wonders. Hugs!  |
Date: 6/9/2009 8:18:00 PM
From Authorid: 30621
We love you Emi.  |
Date: 6/9/2009 8:28:00 PM
From Authorid: 14314
((((HUGS)))) I´m sorry for everything  We are here for you. God Bless  |
Date: 6/9/2009 8:47:00 PM
From Authorid: 42945
We are all here for you Emi...{{{{{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}}}}}  |
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Date: 6/9/2009 8:57:00 PM
From Authorid: 36901
Over the weekend, I was reading random posts and came across one that you'd written about your life. I'd read them all before, but for some reason I felt compelled to read them all again. It's almost like I knew you were having a hard time. I can't really explain it. You are such a strong person. Stronger than you know, I think. You've been through so much and always came out better for it. I know you can get through this too. You have so many people on USM who care about you no matter what. I know that doesn't give you the same comfort as having someone physically there for you, but it still means something. Don't give up on finding love. There is someone out there for you and you will find them sooner or later. That probably sounds lame right now, but it took me 30 years to find someone who truly loves me for me. It's worth the wait. I believe that you are destined for great things. I just get that feeling about you. Try to stay strong. When you're feeling at your lowest, find someone to talk to. Even if it's a friend online. Just keep talking and letting things out that are bothering you. A true friend won't mind listening even if they can't help. Sometimes just knowing someone cares can make all the difference. We don't know each other well, but I'm always here if you need someone to talk to or just someone to listen.  |
Date: 6/9/2009 9:04:00 PM
From Authorid: 13636
Just because Wylie and Doyle are words George would kick me off the site for saying, doesn't mean everyone is. It'll get better. I promise.  |
Date: 6/9/2009 9:25:00 PM
From Authorid: 37150
I know things seem dark and I'm glad you're reaching out to us here at USM, but please let your doctor or a professional help you. I'm worried about you and I don't think your cats aren't the only reason to stay alive. Please, life is worth living, is some jerk doesn't want you that's not YOUR problem, that's his. I'm sure there are TONS of people in your real life who love you. It's okay you feel down in the dumps, it's understandable, just please, don't take your own life or just sit around the house wallowing in unhappiness. It's not good for you. Read a book, a good one, watch a good movie, hang out with a friend, go shopping, or go to the beach the park, anything to ease your pain because I know nothing can make it go away. Take care of yourself.  |
| Date: 6/9/2009 10:26:00 PM ( Admin ) Wylie and Doyle ? I'm confuzed.. |
Date: 6/10/2009 5:50:00 AM
From Authorid: 39321
OMG hon. That is NO reason to be suicidal. I had almost the same exact thing happen to me, except I started getting sick before I got dumped. I was left three days before my wedding after five years with the guy. I had been battling a very bad illness for over a month. I had just lost my job and wasn't able to drive because I was having fainting spells. They ended up finding a tumor and I am still struggling with the illness. It is NO reason to want to kill yourself though. You have to look at the positives in your life... not the negatives. If you look at the negatives of course you are going to be sad. That's common sense. Just relax... take a breath... and start living again. Remember the good times and don't let the bad bring you down. That's what I did... and things are really turning around finally. I'm still sick but... I'm happy.   |
Date: 6/10/2009 6:21:00 AM
From Authorid: 21764
I would have let the doctors put me in the hospital.. they would have some really good treatment for you there that would def help you feel better in the long run. Maybe you could try a treatment program for awhile.. just know that you have friends here that love and care for you. *big hugs*  |
Date: 6/10/2009 7:36:00 AM ( Chatmin-CC )
Emi..28 smiles..thank goodness 4 U & cats..please always stay w/ us.. |
Date: 6/10/2009 10:13:00 AM
From Authorid: 33401
***HUGS*** Emi I'm so sorry to hear that happen to you. I'm glad you're getting the help you need, because thats a big step to getting better. You know USM is always going to be there for you! Much Love,  |
Date: 6/10/2009 12:10:00 PM ( From Author )
From Authorid: 1799
My psychiatrist has me seeing a new counselor in 2 weeks. We'll see how that pans out. The problem with seeing doctors in his office is that eventually they leave, and I end up playing musical therapists. It's not fun.  |
Date: 6/10/2009 2:27:00 PM
From Authorid: 53284
You need to stay not just for your cats but for all the people that you know and those that you will meet who will be your future friends.  |
Date: 6/10/2009 2:33:00 PM
From Authorid: 63962
Yes I definitely think you need care of psychotherapist (long term, not just for the moment) to take care of the issues that are *causing* all of this in the first place. If you don't feel safe or feel like you'll make an attempt, it's best to either put yourself in a place where friends and family can watch you like a hawk to where you *can't* make an attempt, or to check yourself into the psychiatric unit at the hospital. I've dealt with suicidal friends to a certain extent in the past, is how I know (more than one! O_O) If you're a believer in God, I would definitely ask for prayers. Well wishes to you, and keep us updated!!  |
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Date: 6/10/2009 4:18:00 PM ( From Author )
From Authorid: 1799
I don't mind if people pray for me, but I don't believe in the Christian God. |
Date: 6/11/2009 3:51:00 PM
From Authorid: 12876
sweetie, remember this, anyone worth having will love you for you, and when the time is right it will happen, I am sure that is the person you want also, you are a good person, and alot of people love you as you are , hang in there, it'll work out, trust me my friend  |
Date: 6/11/2009 5:04:00 PM
From Authorid: 63121
~hugs~ We love you!  |
Date: 6/12/2009 9:22:00 AM
From Authorid: 5349
I kinda feel you... we'll be okay.  |
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