*Update* - Ok, so a little explanation on the last part. Basically where the "---" Picture it as a lingering thought processing. If that makes sense.
Drowning Myself (Denial)..
I'm a mess
Sitting alone in this dark room
As I just stare..
Stare down then neck of another bottle.
I've been lying to myself, that I'm okay,
That I'm happy..
As I inhale another cloud of smoke
My mind begins to race..
Thoughts forcing their way into me.
Holding it back - the stress is killing me...
I can't fight this anymore,
So, I'll drink another and smoke some more
Maybe then I will feel alright..
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"And yet, I sing a song of hope"
Because in my heart, I know -
Happiness, is just a phone call away..
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