My New Years
2008 approaches... and i'm stuck in this pit of dispair. I'm starting the new year with no job, no school, no money, no girl and no prospects. I'm starting this year at rock bottom... but the thing is, i realize there is still so much more that can go wrong. I can appeal unemployment, but I feel defeated, whats the point of appealing... I'll probably lose anyways. I could go out on new years eve, try to find a girl to just kiss when that chime strikes 12... whats the point. Its sad, but this year is not starting out well at all. I'm down, the only thing I've really come up with is that atleast the junk with sarah didn't happen now... i might honestly be at the lowest point of my life then. Anyways, I'm sitting at my computer, my mom's worried about me cuz everytime she tries to talk to me I say I'm not up to talking. I've turned my phone off, and have no intention of turning it back on... and deep down I've been asking God to show me one reason to prove I'm not a loser... and then i think about it... I can't come up with a darn thing... so ask me what i'm doing now... every single one of you thought the same thing... I'm drinking... why... because thats what my family does. I drink, not to solve my problems, but to atleast forget them for a minute, a second, a single instant is good enough. I'm running out of beer though is the new year is upon me and I wish only one wish and thats that I can find a reason to lift my head when the peach, the apple and anything else drops... You can join Unsolved Mysteries and post your own mysteries or
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