Confused and Struggling

When I see you, I can’t help but smile
Those blue eyes look into me for what seems like miles
I want to spend more time with you
But I’m afraid you don’t want the same thing too
I’m confused about the way I feel
Because it doesn’t seem like it should be real.

No one makes me feel as good as you do
I wonder if you feel that way too
I love the way we can talk about anything or nothing
Do you think that we could make this some thing?
Some times I wish I could read your mind
It scares me to know what I might find

I didn’t mean to fall; I know I wasn’t supposed to
I want this to be more than friends to you
I don’t want to be just another woman the way that you see
I wish there was a way for you to see the true me
I can’t ever tell you any of this
Because I’m afraid you might dismiss

I’m the one who will end up hurt and lose a friend
The last thing I want is for this to ever end
I wonder if you know the hold you have on me
And if you care like it seems you do
I’m sure that I’m the one that cares too much
Maybe I should just resign myself to such

If being friends is all I get, then that is what I have to deal with
Hopefully I won’t every lose you and this friendship becomes a myth
I hope you know that I would do anything for you, no matter what
I’d never leave you or treat you bad even when you act like a nut
I’m sure you’ve figured it out by now, I have to say
I love you more each and every day

No matter what I’ll always be here for you
I don’t expect you feel the same way too
You’re a very special person to me
I just wish I could set my own soul free
I’ll understand if you never want to talk to me again
At least I had this moment of you being my friend

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