So tired of being here....MPD

So tired of being here in this life that offers nothing but misery and despair,

Tired of being stepped on, beaten and abused,

Tired of being the men, but never love,

How does one justify staying in a world that could care less about them,

I thought I found love again, but once again I was a fool,

Over and over love has failed me,

Over and over my heart has been torn apart,

I enjoy nothing and no one,

I no longer want to be a mother, a daughter, a sister, a lover, or a friend,

I want to be cold and unfeeling,

I want to be doped to the point of numbness,

I wanted to be more at one time,

I wanted to be a wife and a mother,

A daughter and a sister,

I wanted to be everything that all the little girls dream of,

I wanted to be all the things that my little girl dreams of now,

But that time is gone and those dreams have died for me,

They have been buried I n the darkest part of my heart never to be resurrected,

Never to be part of light and love,

Those dreams are now mirror images of me.

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