if I let go.....what will you have....chasing after what I have...asking...waiting for me to let go of him.
already false hopes float around your head.....imagined dreams of forever after....all made up...in your head.
if I let go....where would that person be.....trying to be here still? trying to be there?
where will they be.....when there is no where else to go?
a place where they can just "settle", because all else is gone....because someone has nothing left, they crawl back into your bed....just because they can......
just because..........they can.
do your dreams feel real, when you think you are going to hold onto something.....
does it make the fantasy within your mind of something that is not....does it make it into that is?.....does everything hold security...knowng it really is never truely there?
if I let go, where do you think a person will go?.....where ever they can.....when there is nothing left, it is a last ditch effort, a last resort.....to sleep where they do not love, and play it like they are.
false words whispered upon your ear....true heart and soul feeling hidden in a sore heart, holding you....because they have no where left to be.....
intentions other than love for you to be there.....so if I were to let go..what you have been waiting for.....is a mere thought made up in your mind.....dissapointment of failure pounding in your heart, because it is not feeling reality....you fight the awkwardness of what is....that there is nothing felt back for you....
in your heart knowing....if anything came your way.it is because.....
....I put it there....
there is no where else to go.it is just settling for anything for lack of having.
maybe today.when life is in front of you....after my yesterdays talk,after someones morning hour shadow had already passed through my door....
after I have said all..and let go....
do you have what you want.......not really
do you have the feeling of being loved....not really.
just a sinking feeling of alterior motives....and it is that way.....
what does it feel like....to hold onto nothing..because they have no where else to go
so.....if I let go....how would it feel...to have nothing
how does it feel to know....you have to manipulate someone to be with you.....to know, the only reason, after all the waiting you have done, the manipulating, the threats, to know, the person you resented for so long, because they did not love you.....
how will it feel, if I let go.....to know.....maybe youll have them now....only because they have nothing else left......and still.have nothing inside for you.
if I let go.....thats what youll have....a shelll....en empty shell.....and all inside will be hidden away, because it loves something other than you.
take your false whispers....and hold onto them, it is all you have
silly to wait for me to let go....so you could have someone I have....if you want the person so bad....your only going to have the shell....not what is inside
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