tears of self pity

solitary night.....

confined within the darkness

wrapped tight by the silence.....deafening isnt it?

painful....painful silence.....

the only break upon the quiet....is a tear.....

something so small....one.insignificant tear.........

does so much damage......

I can feel it well up

filling the crevis between the lid......

burning with rage......yet dousing the fire.....

so many tears scar my cheek.an invisible path charred down my face,

slowly falling fading within the path of many before.....

falling.....slowly.......slowly....

I feel its warmth caress my skin.......wettness wiped away by trembling fingers.....

falling down my face....

faltering slumber.....heavy heart......weigh heavy upon the pillow.......

never as heavy......

not near the weight of one insignificant tear.......

falling, plundering.....spiraling downward.....

painfully burning down.......

with thunderous force.....

upon my pillow.......

so clear.....breaking the silence......solitary wake across an ocean of darkness around me......one tear.....falls with more thunder......viciously crashes upon....a soft pillow.....

so why do you cry

get over yourself....when it is meant to be,you know it in your heart it is.....

and know....you will not cry.

crying is for those who try o make what is not meant to be... into something it is not......

those tears you cried....are of self pity....not love lost...

so to you.I say.get over yourself, and accept what is.....and stop trying to make it what it is not......or youll never stop crying

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