depends on how you chose to see reality ............hairbear

what is real?
what is not?
how many days can you wake,
look yourself in the mirror.....
and ask yourself, what is what?
how many times a day do you pass your own reflection
and turn a blind eye to yourself?
knowing in your heart,
you cant look at yourself because it is all wrong.
what can you find to hold onto what is not,
use it, and throw it around, knowing all along...
........it shouldnt be......
lonlyness is empty.
survival is next to impossible,
because your self worth rides on what is not,
instead of what is.
can you look yourself in the mirror knowing,
knowing how manipulative things are
realizing you dont want to let go.
cant let go because you are too afraid feeling like you did once before
..........again.....and again......
what mistakes have you made
why me you ask.......when you need to ask why me....
look in the mirror.....really look......
because you havent yet.....to see it was you who made why me.
it is yours and only yours.
you know what is real.......and you know what is not.
but you fool yourself into not seeing what is.
you have your strings and pull them.
a puppetmaster of fate you think.
I am not the problem.......it is the person who holds onto nothing,
fooling yourself into something,
resenting the seed already, it is not doing its job.
and so you throw it around.
why?
you chose your fate.
not me.
and you hold your card, praying
fate and destiny play not a part in your hand, but it does...
do you think your card is your life......foolish to beleive.
when it is wrong, its wrong.
take a long look in the mirror.....
take a longer look at yourself and ask......
why me......
go ahead......
find a reason, an excuse to lay blame upon others.
when a mistake made
is truely only owned by the person holding onto the card.
the person staring back at you.
the truth held in your hand,
and chosing not to see what you hold.
not a soul needs to point it out, other than your own.
and accept what is real.......and what is not.
a person can not use another soul to hold onto something
especially when they knew
what really is
and what was not.
dont ask for the truth
a person never gets it
realize
youve been seeing it all along

do you see reality the way you chose to see it

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