just blabbering here

is there ever a cure
for the lonlyness which resides
reality fading back into fantasy
yesterdays memories
moments gone by
knowing they never return
filled with hope that the substance found
will cure the hopelessness of lost time
time never waits
only healing the wounds you allow it to nurse
infecting those you hide
festering boils they become
when not allowed to breath
seething through your veins
torchering the soul
left unchecked
ignored
time will kill a spirit
when a substance becomes the replacement for whats gone
sought out company in replacement
taking the lonyness for now
its not yours
not your smile
only your smile while time is allowed for now
heartache when the time falls
stopping the hand
back when the pain began
just to relive the moment again
solidarity becomes your friend
anger your lover
despair within your heart
two lives caught within one
not willing to let go
hold the precious hand
relive the memories you never had
or that was lost
living as if someone stole something that isnt yours
you are owed
I was owed
and time stole my soul
time stole yours
living along side regret
regrets of what wsa
wishing it what is
deep in your heart you know
it was never meant
or the soul born would have been yours
I wish I could turn back time
I was not there
I paused in life
because I thought I was doing best for her by staying
sorrow crept into my heart
each passing day
I could not hold your hand
I knew where I was supposed to be
you knew
you know where your heart was supposed to be
neither could stand within a room of a thousand
and not be pulled through the croud into each others arms
barriers stood in the way
yet the heart lept over and abound
into each others arms
into yours
into mine
always
we should have never parted
I made the mistake once
never again shall I make it again
the lives which are entangled
wrapped into ours
they did not belong as one
they were place holders
held our minds in a moment gone by
something that should have been let go
if not for certain circumstances
we both know
neither would have been as long
the lines cut
paths finally together
we walk
where fate always had us
together
dont play with fate
nor desitny
it is our fate
to walk side by side
as it always was
meant to be

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