Date: 6/14/2005 7:52:00 PM
From Authorid: 13297
OMG, it's like me talking to myself....  I miss my ex though I know we aren't good for each other and that I'm doing so much better w/o him. I am finally happy again, living life to the fullest - but I want it all - it just can't happen...  |
Date: 6/15/2005 6:05:00 AM ( From Author )
From Authorid: 42792
Jamie, I actually envy you in a way because you were able to get out and be free, per se. I haven't been able to do that completely.  |
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Date: 6/15/2005 4:03:00 PM
From Authorid: 13297
It's a long hard road. You just have to decide what path you want to take - I should be a pillar of salt as many times as I've looked back and said, "OMG, what have I done?" - but deep in the pit of my soul I know it was the right thing to do. Like I said before, I want it all. I want him as I'd like him to be and I want the freedom of the life I lead now. Of course, I'm the epitome of fence sitter. We just don't do well in the same space for long amounts of time - which is really why I miss him. He is a good PERSON just not such a good HUSBAND. Of course, he'd probably say the same about me as a wife... LOL... You just have to decide what you want from life NKA and know that it's a decision that once made - mostly likely won't be able to be undone. I'm here lurking if you ever need to talk. cheers, jamie |
Date: 6/17/2005 1:18:00 PM
From Authorid: 62993
Great poem. Thanks for sharing.  |
Date: 6/21/2005 8:06:00 PM
From Authorid: 21435
Hello, NKA  I love the way that you write down your thoughts...Just the way that they materialize when you think them. Wonderful. Write on...  |
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Date: 6/30/2005 5:11:00 AM ( From Author )
From Authorid: 42792
thank you |
