Abandoning? No. More of liberating myself,
leaving behind my chains and shackles,
letting go all the oppressive feeling that came with them.
I can't take the constant battling anymore,
I can't stand by and watch my world fall apart.
All this is about to kill me,
I can't just live peacefully.
Always some argument, some problem,
some kind of overwhelming drama,
I don't need this, you certainly don't.
We always say things will change, but we both know they won't.
That is just said to comfort ourselves,
making us hope for the best.
We make no progress.
this is no longer a test of will,
but an endurance trial for emotion,
a marathon of tears,
and at the end of it all,
a heart full of fears.
Step back, re-race the anger to the source,
find the reason for the hostility,
kill the pain that rips inside of me.
A final release, a cure for the pain,
a last resort, a loss of remorse,
losing all feeling, all sense of myself.
Wanting the final freedom, the total escap.
To leave all of this behind,
will be the only refuge I can find. You can join Unsolved Mysteries and post your own mysteries or
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