Sur5r or anyone please help ~Wild Child~

Well, for the ones that know me or have read my older posts, you will know of this guy that i was having problems with, Trey. we used to go out almost 2 years ago. i had a boyfriend a few months back (Jeremy) and i ended up breaking up with him because well, he had alot of things that had happened to him when he was younger and it was affecting him now, he was trying to control me and trying to tell me what i could and could not do all the time. i told him he needed to talk to someone and that i did care about him but i could not be with him anymore and i told him i wanted to get some help and be happy. for the last month that me and jeremy were going out i had met up with trey and my friends a few times and me and trey had ended up kissing and that just threw a whole bunch more stuff into the mess i was already feeling, after i broke up with jeremy we started getting togeather more, i really do not know what we are right now, ive spent the night at his house several times and we've gone to parties and were sleeping togeather now, Trey is not the type of person that sleeps with alot of people, he hasnt slept wiht anyone in 3 years its not aht he couldnt its jsut that its more meaningful to him than just a quick fun time.he says some wonderfully sweet things to me and calls me his elven princess sometimes but then sometimes it can seem like he doesnt care at all, i really dont understand him sometimes. but we connect, and i love him its just that i really cant tell him, not yet at least beacuse im afraid, i mean hes broken my heart and shreaded my soul when he broke up with me the last time and he knows it and he has said hes sorry (there were reasons why he broke up with me, he needed to do some things and find himself out mostly) see it is difficult for me to explain this kind of thing to most people because they dont understand, me and trey connect spiritually, and most poeple dont get what im saying. its hard for me to explain it too. i love him, i do but im worried, worried that he doesnt love me, worried that im going to get hurt again and i wonder if its even worth it? i really dont know. him and my mother are the only people that i can talk to about some of the things that go on in my life, spititual things, strange things that most people do not understand, its so hard for me to find someone like minded and i have and i love him and i do not want to loose it, i suppose im not really asking for anything or advice really i just wanted to know what you feel about this, hes so very confusing, and a scorpio so that just makes everything worse. im a gemini and everything says that were one of the worst matches but its so right and i know astrologly doesnt really say everything, just bits and peices. trey has had things happen in his life too, his mother died when he was 12 or 13 and that has hurt him badly and he is afraid to love and trust, i just dont know what to do anymore. I think of trey as someone that I would like to spend the rest of my life with, as my partner, my mate. I have that much and that strong of a connection with him, it’s a spiritual, physical, emotional, bond and it’s the strongest and most powerful thing ive ever felt, I just don’t know what to do anymore. please help me. What do you feel?

** well some intersting things have happened since i posted this, i talked to my friend Ashley and her boyfriend justin is one of treys good friends, and well ive found out that hes been bringing other girls home with him, they dont know whats been going on but hes been bringing girls home, i am so mad, and im never mad, not really but omg i am so mad. i dont know what to do! im going to confront him but i dont know its just so hard sometimes**

Wild Child

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