My Life is Falling Apart

The past couple weeks or so, everything has been going wrong. I won't go into great detail because I'd probably have to do this post in chapters! but my roommate and I have been having our problems, there's been tension between some of my friends, perhaps not directed at me, but definetly effecting the entire group (of friends). My roomie swears this guy who violated me on New Year's has changed and wont understand why I can't believe it (he's giving me plenty of reasons not to, even lately). This guy emailed me the other day saying we need to talk, but then he went on about how I was hurting him and me by not talking to him/being nice to him/etc, and it was "unvirtous," which just made me more angry, because who is he to lecture on virtousity! Then when things finally started to look up, I recieved a thing in the mail about how I owe more tuition (nearly 2,000 dollars worth) because (unbeknownst to me) the loan is still pending. They (the loan people) waited until about a week ago to inform my parents, then they couldn't read the fax that was sent, and now I owe the school 2,000 dollars TODAY or I get charged interest, and if it's not paid by the Nov 15, I can't register for spring classes. I have an appointment with a counselor here at school on Monday. the first part of my year went so well, and now I just feel like God just up and left me. I understand that problems are what make us grow as people, but when is it ever going to end???? I just don't know how much more of this I can take! I realize this may be a little cryptic, since I couldn't write everything that's happened in detail, so if there's questions or confusion, I'll try to clarify.

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