Right at this moment I could strangle someone's neck... I found out a lot of stuff at 5:55 a/m (right before work) yesterday and it made me shake because not only was I mad but my heart was completely shattered... I won't post it all here but I sat down to write a moment ago and this is what I got...
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Why do I feel so stupid all of a sudden?
Was it the realization of how naïve I was?
Oh so trusting when I shouldn’t have been?
I believe I placed to much blame on myself
And now to deal with the consequences …
I’ve dealt this out to myself,
Let’s see if I can come through unscathed.
I want to hope that this will turn out ok,
But no false outlook remains…
I’m just an empty soul with nothing to lose
I feel so alone even when surrounded with my friends.
I don’t want to see how I became this way
It’s hard to realize what's truly left for me.
Inside this hope hangs by tiny threads of string.
Maybe I am stronger with more to gain than I can know,
But will I ever even get the chance to prove to myself,
That I can handle things ok?
The eeriness of being alone after so long frightens me some…
I envy you so.
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