the meaning (emo love story)

let me
tell you just a few things
in hopes that you may understand
the person that you see here
to see the person that I am
I don't know how you'll see me
or exctly what you'll see

My memories begin in my fith year
talking to a theropist
I'm not too sure
what exactly for
but I had to go each week
every thursday for 9 years
at three o'clock right there I sat
I spoke of things I can't remember
but it's still a place I can't forget
One day I broke into tears
and I never went back again

I wonder if there's meaning
for this childhood
I wonder if there's meaning
for this childhood

I met my father when I was 10
10 years was far too soon
he came one day and he took me away
to live him and wife number two
the people who had brought me up
this far in life
tried there best to make me stay
but the courts they wouldn't let me
until I wore a bruise to school one day
that's what it took to get me home
but so much now had changed

I started to see the meaning
for this childhood
I started to see the meaning
for this childhood
At eighteen years old
I found a mothers love
and to her I chose to run

and when 20 years had passed by me
I saw my life was not as planned
I fell asleep on an august night
in my best friends backyard
I was out of places to go
left behind with bridges I broke
I walked right in
and I signed up
In hopes for a brand new start
now that person don't seem familar
from the person that I now today

I think I finally found the meaning

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