Back to the old ways! ~des~

I just felt like writing. I was reading some of my past poems it jsut reminded me of ol' times. The ending is very weak I apologize.

Life is good,
or so it shows
on my smile,
that I put on each day
People can be so stupid
just like.
Nevr saw a thing coming.

I went back to old ways.
A rope in the closet,
some pills in the cabinet
knives lay silently in there place
jsut waiting to be used.
The addiction is back,
back to be used
back to cut deeper then ever.
Feels good once again!

But too late, Nobody saw
what I felt. I didn't talk
I showed. Nobody saw
they were all blind,
A smile can always be a sheild
laughter is a sheild.
I think I'll ttyl

Atleast you see me now,
now you see how I felt in life.
Now I just hang here.
Life is gone but it's better.

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