This emotion I call....-Gothic Angel

There's a feeling deep inside me, it's growing more each day
Telling me there's so much more, that my life's wasting this way
Hanging onto something that will never be within my arms
Holding onto one thing that will cause me serious harm

Memories are meant for joy, but not when you live within each one
You forget your reality, present being, even the beautiful sun
Flipping through the photo albums, figuring out my past
When so little has ever come from it, which is why it never did last

I'm moving on, but I still can't, I just can't let go
There's just so much I want to say....So much that I feel I should show
But I can't say it, nor show it, because of my memories, my love
To always think of what could have been, or what should of

But I feel it pulsating in my chest, growing, seething so much more
Though the feeling is quite pleasant, it's not very sore
It's just another emotion, that I will hopefully leave behind
As I let the strings of time that I have twisted, finally unwind

Though the feelings inescapable, it encases me within...inside
I can run, and I can cry, but there's no where I can hide
It's all that I can do, I'm caught in the present, what I'm thinking of
This emotion it keeps growing....This emotion I call love

-Heather AKA Gothic Angel

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