Memories of the past keep on floating back They haunt me all the time, I cannot escape Smothering me like blankets, the pressure rises I'm trapped in the past, a place inside my mind I have no place to escape it, nowhere to hide The only sacred place is completly overrun.
If my past could be lived all over again How many things could I wish to change It kills me to look back, but I cannot stop I continue to hurt myself for no reason at all Does my heart rule my mind? Should I let the broken one rule them all?
Could the whole incident have been an accident A momentary lapse, a short loss of judgement Does twelve years of friendship control just One night? The one night hurt badly, the pain still doesn't fade But does the pain of losing your best friend Make all the other pain go away?
And now where am I at? A constant repitition, perpetual motion Still caught in the past, but living in the present The merry-go-round I can never get off This life is making me sick to my stomach But as the time goes past, I still can't throw up. You can join Unsolved Mysteries and post your own mysteries or interesting stories for the world to read and respond to Click hereScroll all the way down to read replies.Show all stories by Author: 7574 ( Click here )
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