Dagger-Gothic Angel

I grab this vine covered dagger
And I look at it's grey sharpened blade
The tip is razor sharp, the sides razor thin
And just one more little thought, then you will fade

>>Plan everything
Make sure nothing goes wrong
Don't let them hurt you again
Make them sing a bleeding song<<

Squeezing the handle, making indentations on my skin
Staring fixedly at the sliver of sanity filing down
Moving my aching body, crawling towards them
I'll move without a breath, without a sound

>>Don't wreck it now
Take their life as they have done to you
Make them scream with pain
Who can save them now...who?<<

Gagging the first, tying them down so they can't move
Carving my pretty artwork into their delicate skin
Trying to make a sound, pitiful...I laugh
Nothing's going to save them...not even what's within

>>Do it now!
Kill them quick and mercilessly
Hurt them for what they did to you
Stab at them....now! Furiously<<

I'm now carressing my hand, against your soft skin
Realizing the beauty that's about to rot to dust
Your soul will faulter, and you'll feel how I once did
You'll cry out loud, and your heart will soon rust

>>Stop fooling around!
Just get it over with, make them cry
Twist and wrench the beautiful dagger
Until they fall and die<<

Holding up the dagger, releasing all my love
Injecting it straight into your pretty beating heart
It's a shame you never really knew me
Or the friendship you could have been apart

>>Now run away and smile
Because tomorrows a new day
Feel proud at what you did
Now they have nothing more to say<<

Now the teasing stops, and finally I'm at peace
I laugh at them now....Too bad they didn't listen
Unfortunately they're gone, but thank God I'm alive
I don't care what I've just done, or if it's a deadly sin

>>Laugh aloud you fool
For the time has come and gone
You aren't about to live happily
So you aren't the happy one<<

Releasing the dagger from my grip, the horror has come to me
Hatred is hazy but not cloudy....I can't believe what I did
I couldn't take the rumours...the ones you had to start
I replaced myself with a warrior, the good girl, I hid

>>Foolish girl, you are
You listened to the wrong voice
You killed two people for nothing
And you had an easy choice<<

Playing with the artwork, engraved on my pretty dagger
Gripping it again, within my filthy bloody hands
Holding it to my heart, which will soon be pierced
If only everyone knew...but no one understands....

-Heather AKA Gothic Angel

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