Here I go again, starting this s*** over again, believeing your lies and letting you win, why do i fall for it time after time? Why do i keep trying when I know you're still lying? Why do i give myself hope that it will be different this one time, when I know it will all end in the same old line?
Maybe because I believe you, no matter how hard I try, I can't see past yet another lie. I can think it in my mind, but am kept from believeing it by my heart. It's true, I miss you when we're apart, but I get depressed when I know that the game is about to start again, like it has time and time again, because I know exactly how it will end.
Maybe this si your idea of fun, to play your games and then run, leaving me wondering what I've done, what I've said, making me think i'm the reason for what just happened. Am I just someone you think you can wipe your lonliness on, then thrwo away s quickly as a napkin? Never once thinking of what could have been, if you had just told me the truth, instead of lying again.
I look back now, getting my mind on track, it never was my fault, you kept coming back. you would leave me for something better, but never got what you wanted, so you came back to me you pounced on me, barely giving me time to breathe, you have no idea what you want, you're just confused, you don't want me for me, you just see me as a heart to abuse.
But I can't be your target any longer, because every time you do this, it makes me stronger, more able to resist, to break these bindings laid on my wrists. I'm done, it's over, i can't play these games anymore, you always say you love me, I believed it, but now I'm not sure. I don't know what to believe, I can't take this anymore. i'm done with you, finished with your games, Although it hurts me to do this, it must be done, I've had enough of this, it's about time I quit, have a nice life, but leave me out of it. You can join Unsolved Mysteries and post your own mysteries or interesting stories for the world to read and respond to Click hereScroll all the way down to read replies.Show all stories by Author: 24704 ( Click here )
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