UNSEEN 4/15/04

Torment
Ridicule
Greed
Everything that’s within me
Anger
Frustration
Stress
No time for rest
Stupidity
Guilt
Fear
Nothing feels real
I’m too scared to try
Can’t seem to pry
Those failing threats and promises
From my blood driven eyes
All those un-traveled quests
All those unanswered things
All those that seem
Pointless to worry about
Encircle my conscious
Day in and day out
You can see it in the way I walk
You can hear it in the way I talk
You can tell by my fearful look
You can sense it when I read a book
I live in a fantasy world
Caught up in my dreams
I don’t think I will ever truly see
The dangers lying within me
Nothing really matters
Or so I presume
But when you look deep within
You can tell that’s all that blooms
I’m so used to failing
That that’s the exact goal I have
I force myself to believe
That I will never find real land
All the hope is pushed back
“FORGET YOU" face set
I enter the phase
Where nothing can hurt on the outside
As I slowly kill myself on the inside
So many unseen scars
So many hidden lies
I'm truly too scared to try
I want you to push me into the real world
Tell me I have to deal
Don’t let me out of your sight
Make me freaking fight
I can only fail on my own
Until you make me roam
Then all the things I’ve always thought will be true
And I can force myself to start anew
I will prove myself to you
If it weren’t for the people in my life
I would have already sacrificed
Everything else would be gone
For id have nothing to be proud of

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