LOST LOVE..-AHD

do you remember the first time
we exchanged our words
it wasn't planned..but for some reason

a meaningless word from you

meant the world to me

a slight glance
-a quick glimpse-
made my life
pure paradise
just heaven
my eden..

do you remember the first time
of all our first times
the one time you made me cry
but i couldnt
wouldnt
let you know..

because you were too special to me..
too close to me..
you crashed into me..
and broke me down
into peices..and peices..of tinier bits and peices..

and i cant find the word to say
i cant find a reason to open this bottle
of love inside me
the pressure is too strong

but i find my pride stronger..

is it wrong what im feeling
is it right what im writing down on paper
what would happen

if
i should one day
when
i should one day
be held up high in the skies

would you find this letter
and think

i feel the same

would you repeat the words that were held inside me for too long..

too long..

for way too long..

when is the time right for me to finally throw the cap away
and hand you my sheet of emotions
so pure
so intense
and so naive..

for falling into the hands of someone i know

would reject me

or be rejected..

just not by me..

if only i could hear you say

its okay to break the rules
its alright to steal a heart belonging
to someone else


or is it...

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