Just a question

Im sorry, I feel annoying, this is my 3rd post within the last 2-3 days, and I hardly ever use this category. But anyways, On for my question, and this should be the last one for awhile.

Yesturday was my friend Addams birthday party, So me and my best friend Lisa, which is also his girlfriend went, It was at Pizza hut then a movie. Well me, Lisa, and our friend Angie and my ex boyfriend who is kinda my friend now Andy, didnt go to the movie, we just chilled at pizza hut untill our rides came. Well I was flirting with Andy sorta which is bad because I have a boyfriend, and I really love him, But Andy was the first guy I actually liked alot. And you know its hard to truely get over your feelings for your ex. Well anyways, Angie and Andys ride got there first and offered me and lisa a ride. So me lisa and Andy were sitting in the back seat, and Andy started rubbing my hand and sorta holding it. I pulled away a couple of times, but didnt have to will power to stay away, and he was holding the hand that had the ring my boyfriend bought me to keep my ring finger warm for the future one. lol I love him hes so cute! lol anyways I would look at our hands, then my ring, At him, then out the window. And thinking if I should tell my boyfriend. And I suppose Andy noticed what I was doing and whispered to me "Dont break up with Rory because of me" I told him "I dont plan on to, but I still kinda like you" And I dont, its just that when He grabbed my hand, it brought back all these old emotions again, and I got lost in the moment. I mean why would I wanna give up the only good thing in my life for something that wont work out? I wanted to call him today and ask him what last night was about, but I got scared, so I figured Id do it at school. But I was just wondering if you could kinda tell me if it meant anything to him or if he was just playing with my head?

Thanks alot sorry its long

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