I'll lay in my bed of the crumpled past....
Laying on the hard emotions, that will forever last
I'll cover myself in a blanket of lies, hide my heart and soul
Hiding underneath the blanket of lies that made me lose control
I'll lay my head on the pillow, of all my soiled tears
And cry away my future....And hold close all my fears
Every drop of depression, I'll breathe in deeply within
Why not just follow along, if all I do is sin?
I'll weep these tears of madness, and cry my pain to the extent
That my tears are dry, and my heart rotted...my soul twisted and bent
I'll watch the darkness hover over, taking me away
Another night, another nightmare, and then another day
Can't there be some way else, to save me from this despair?
How can I be the one in pain, if I'm the one being fair?
I'll close my eyes and fall asleep, whisper away my life
And give into the pain, and give into the strife
Each tear will add to the pillow, wet it down...so nothing's left anymore
And all I'm left with is a bent soul, and heart rotting sore
I'll bleed with envy towards you....You have what you wanted now
Can't you just leave me a lone...this is what you wanted anyhow
It's the littlethings that mattered to me, and you never try to show
With little things your love for me...soI'm setting you free...just go
It's less painful this way...my heart closed off...in this place of gloom
Hiding my feelings, laying in bed, in my beautiful Hell...my room
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