A SPIRITUAL BATTLE

okay. I'll start with the very beginning of the story...this post is going to be long...please bear with me.

A few weeks ago, I started getting VERY interested in the paranormal. I do a lot of ebaying and that is when I found all of this haunted stuff. I started bidding on some items. In my mind, there was nothing wrong with what I was doing...until I won an item that a demon was attached to. This demon tried to hurt me. My light fixture above my dining room table all of a sudden fell and fortunately for me, was held up by a string. The light fixture was swinging not a little swing my way. I posted the story under the ghost section titled OH NO, IT'S GOTTA GO!!!!! http://www.unsolvedmysteries.com/usm379000.html

Anyway, my best friend, Tammy, had been trying to tell me that what I was doing was wrong. I could not see how it could be wrong. I started taking pictures all around the outside of my house trying to capture orbs. Seems as though they like to hang out around my house. Tammy quoted scriptures to me, trying to open my eyes. I heard what she was saying, but I did not "hear" her.

This past Sunday, our preacher gave a VERY good sermon. He said that in order for us to be closer to God, we must cut away those things that keep us from Him. I realized then that he was correct and I decided that I would give up the paranormal stuff.

Yesterday, a co-worker had said that when you die, the Bible says that you will go to one of two places...heaven or hell. If there is something haunted, it can't be good. If it were good, it would be in heaven...right? Tammy had also told me the same thing, but I wouldn't listen to her.

Also, yesterday, I was viewing my pictures that I had taken Friday night and in one of the pictures, there is clearly a demon face staring right back at me. NO WAY!!!! I've also posted that story under the ghost section but the link does not work.http://www.unsolvedmysteries.com/usm380085.html

Once again, I said no, satan, you can not be in my life anymore...in Jesus name. All of a sudden, thoughts and I can't tell you what one of them were, but thoughts just flooded my head including rage. I truly felt that okay, I'm about to go insane. I cannot describe in words exactly how my mind felt, but I was thinking, it would be so much easier to go to a mental institution than to deal with everyday life. I wanted to die.

I had to leave work early because my daughter had lost her house key and I couldn't find my husband. Driving home, I was boiling with rage!! I hated everybody and everything!!! I wanted to die to end everything!!!! I started crying out to God. "God, I don't want to live my life this way. I want to live life Your way!!! Please, Jesus, save me!!!" I started calming down when this voice came in my head..."she was mine". Then, I was calm. What was that voice? It was not God. It was satan saying that I was his but soon he realized that he could not have me. He was defeated. By the grace of God, God saved me once again.

Satan is very sneaky. He didn't come at me full force. He started as something very small...through ebay for me...and he made me think that there was nothing wrong with what I was doing. Just a little at a time. I'm getting rid of the stuff I bought on ebay. If it is not for the glory of God, then it has to be bad and it has to go.

In just a matter of days, I feel wiser to the evil that satan does. God has saved me when I've gone astray once again. Thank you Jesus!!!

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