The Fall

I can see myself falling
Down and down and down
Maybe it’s a nightmare
Like in that one where I drown

The ground seems so distant
So far beneath the sky
But it’s getting closer every second
As through the air I fly

I know that soon I’ll wake up
All rested from my sleep
But normally you’d have woken by now right?
My fear’s running all too deep

Only a few seconds left now
Maybe it’s not a dream
Maybe I’m on TV
Just a stunt actor on a scene

Yet I know this is not the truth
So why am I falling now?
Perhaps because of you
And how you like to put people down

I know you do it mentally
Because I’ve suffered far too long
Yet I never thought it would be physically
The air whistling like a song

I shouldn’t put this down to you
Or how you make me feel
Because you’re not the one who pushed me
I decided at my last meal

I decided not to suffer
To give up all the pain
I decided just to let go
And to take this fall again

I used to know you’d catch me
If ever I were to fall
But I don’t know anything anymore
The ground looking as hard as a wall

So this is the end now I guess
As I smash against the floor
I know that you wont miss me
Because you don’t love me anymore