I've tortured my soul,
I've tortured my mind.
I've cried so hard,
until my eyes went blind.
I've watched others hurt,
I've watched them go insane.
I've watched their eyes filled with tears,
their bodies filled with pain.
I've watched her grow,
but without you, your little sister is not the same.
What hurts the most,
is that the only thing she remembers is your name.
All this pain, all this grieve,
all this suicidal lead.
It all came to us,
because someone decided to speed.
***Dearest baby, I miss you.... I wish things were different. I wish that I didn't let you go to your dad's that weekend. I wish she didn't take you shopping, I wish you were never in that car. I love you, and miss you deeply. I try to move on with my life, baby, but I can't EVER forget how my life use to be compared to now, without you. I love you, I love you, I love you!!!!!! Thank you for the BEST five years of my life... Until we meet again... I love you Caytlyn!!!! You can join Unsolved Mysteries and post your own mysteries or
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keep on writing poetry and it will help you feel better. I know thats what helps me alot. Even if the poem down right makes you lay on the floor and cry believe it or not you are slowly healing yourself. You will be in my prayers tonight that god will give you the support you need to help you in your time of problems. I think the paragraph at the end of the poem was so moving. Im sure that she can hear you and is slowly trying to stroke at the pain you feel. If you be realy quiet and still im sure you can feel it. And at night when you fall into a restless sleep she will be there and hold you but you have to let her go from this world to help you in the next. Souls are like butterflies hunny. Let them go where they will and it makes their visits all the more sweeter. *big hugs* 
take care hunnie, God bless xxxxxxxxx Shazy AKA 
